Jul 30, 2020
By now, I was starting to realize how much I kept myself back from really living. Trying to be invisible takes a lot of work and it’s exhausting. My fear of ridicule and judgment caused me to avoid and, therefore, miss out on so many moments throughout my day to day life. Instead, I was left with shame and...
Jul 29, 2020
I've never been one to do things without overthinking, planning every detail, and considering every possible outcome. It was always easier to get someone else to just do it for me. This time I didn't allow myself to think. I just seized the opportunity and that's how I found myself at number 9 on the list... Volunteered...
Jul 29, 2020
I've let so many opportunities pass me by because I wanted to be invisible. I was always too afraid of ridicule or judgment. I knew, this time, that I could not let that fear rob me of this opportunity. I pushed through the fear and I jumped in with both feet right into number eight on the list......
Jul 21, 2020
I spent my adulthood saying no to so many things because I was afraid I would look stupid or because I was ashamed of my body. This was a huge turning point for me. I was putting myself on display doing something I’m not good at while wearing something that made me vulnerable. This is number 7 on the list…...
Jul 16, 2020
When you are raised in chaos and have no safety net, you develop tools to survive. One of the tools I used was to attempt to control as much as I could to minimize the damage. Controlling my feelings was especially important and I excelled at it. This number on the list was about unlearning the very thing that had...